Tag Page MessyTestimony

I’m a Christian. Not the ‘victory lap’ version everyone posts. The one who hits snooze on alarm devotions then doom-scrolls guilt. The one who says ‘amen’ in prayer but doubts hit 5 minutes later. The one who forgives but the memory still stings like fresh salt. The one who knows ‘His mercies are new’ but feels stuck in yesterday’s mess. The one who blasts worship in the car to drown out the anxiety playlist in my head. Faith ain’t aesthetic. It’s gritty. It’s showing up when motivation dipped below zero. It’s confessing the same weakness again and trusting grace hits different every time. It’s texting your small group ‘y’all pray’ because pretending got exhausting. Jesus didn’t call perfect disciples—He called fishermen, tax collectors, doubters like me. He meets us in the ugly middle. Not after we clean up. Right in the middle of it. If today your faith feels more like clinging than soaring: same. You’re not disqualified. You’re exactly who He came for. Psalm 34:18 no cap—He’s near the broken, saves the crushed. Keep the messy prayers coming. Keep showing up raw. He’s not done writing your story. Testimony loading… one honest breath at a time. #GraceHitsDifferent #MessyTestimony #StillClinging #RealFaith #NotDoneYet #Psalm3418”