In the scheme of things my time is running out! Not to be morbid but at my age, I may have another 10 years to Live according to Mortality Tables, and mine is certainly skewed by Cancer and other ailments I have! That’s just the truth of the matter! I am not here believing I’ll live to 100 or something! I am simply not that lucky or fortunate to have great Genes which I don’t! I am a realist at heart and accept what my eventual outcome will be. Talking about it helps me to focus on what is important and what is in front of me! I refuse to Lie to myself and placate my own devices wants and wish’s! It’s hard to swallow my situation now! It was thrust in my face in October 15th 2020. My Dr called Me at work after I emailed her and had questioned some Bloodwork results and asked why my white blood cells and lymphocytes were so elevated. She called and simply said, I think you likely have Cancer! Come to the office as soon as possible and let me get some bloodwork and let’s get to the bottom of this. I left work immediately and went to the Lab and they drew 8 biles of blood! I was told it would take up to 3 weeks to get the results! I called my boss and explained the situation and let her know I would not be back to work any time soon! My boss was very understanding and gave me the time I needed! My mind raced to the worse possible events that I likely had cancer and had a finite amount of time left and should make the best of it! I finalized my possible death and secured my death benefits and made final arrangements. Three weeks of pure agony and anguish I went through waiting for my results! Once they came in I had an appointment with an Oncologist/ hematologist, she confirmed that I had Cancer Leukemia to be exact! I felt devastated and defeated! She told me I had CLL B cell cancer which was considered ( The Good Cancer )! Is there such a thing as a Good Cancer? I think not! That did not help me understand! I began to dive into the genetics